My only hope, seems broken & feeble
I feel lacking strength, courage & promptitude,
now I could never sail through

No matter how I move, setting forth seems the same,
Same sea, same dangers waiting for me

As though I have got nowhere but older.
Behind me on the receding shore
there is nothing I value, and somewhere
out there, the unraveling patience seems too prolonged

It is hard to remember how many times I have wished
to be navigated, and reach “home.”

He who held me, seems powerless & shattered
I feel alone, shattered & exhausted,
now I could never sail through

No matter what I do, time seems to stay still,
Same darkness, same dangers waiting for me

Can I give up? can I settle elsewhere?
with what all I am left with, what can I gather
there is nothing I value, and somewhere
out there, someone cries for me.

it is hard to find peace, it is hard to live
it is hard to forget, it is hard to forget being loved, and feel “home”.